too fast to live, too young to die

Live by faith, fight with love, grow with grace.

ELLIE
Christ. 21. Chinese-Thai. AB+
Lives in Singapore/ Made in Bangkok/ Heart in Walt Disney World °o°
Typical Aries, is super analytical and talks too much.

I may be a little crazy, a little so weird and maybe even extra-ordinary. But i'm glad to have people who love me.

“We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.

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VICIOUS

posted: 1:23 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

aish.

My dad saw through me.

He says I have no determination.

He believes that I can't make it alone in the US.

Sigh.

You know what! I really wanna go.

But even LL says she don't think I can survive alone.

It actually makes me very very emo. ): Like cry my eyes out emo. (Not your fault LL!)

I didn't know that I was so weak?

Didn't know I looked weak in someone else's eyes.

(I would rant but some things are too private to be talked about!)

Forget it, :/

But Dad says he will let me go if I want to.

You would think I will say 'I will make it to prove them wrong'

No, I don't have the confidence to say that.

Universal, I'm signing up! (:

And bestfriend JJ is signing up too! YAY.

I need you.

Where were you when I needed you the most.

posted: 1:45 AM

Friday, October 30, 2009

I'm gonna dieeeeeeeee.

Hello Kitty is having it's 35th anniversary this year and collaborations are popping up EVERYWHERE.

Hello Kitty x Stay Real hoodie X_X omo.

Hello Kitty x Melissa x tokidoki slippers. LIKE WTHHHHHHHHH? DAMN 3 OF MY FAV BRANDS. WTH.

I need new high cuts too.

): Blog more in sch.

Meh.

posted: 12:15 AM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Soccer tom tom during break.

You know what?

I'm scared.

HAHAHAH. Like srsly.

I bet I lost my skills alr ;^;

I only played regularly during primary sch man.

And I'm supposed to be goal keeper this time.

Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh way. I'm like scared of the ball :/ Like smacking me on the face.

Shingz. Suck thumb lor.

Movies with the girlies on tue (: I miss moviesssss. I need a movie buddy man!

posted: 11:43 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I want new shoesssssssss for danceyyyyyyyyy.

And flats so I can wear my dresses again.

Need new stockings/leggings toooooooo.

Money prz come to me :/

I need a super job.

Meh.

posted: 8:24 PM

Very tempted to lighten my hair color after talking to Sron today.

We went to have dessert at J8 after lesson! While she bought a cake for her momsie.

I miss my mom ):

Went to sch for 1 and a half hour lesson lolz.

Wth.

Had Cafe Cartel with N for lunch.

Sorry I was super late oTL

And stop being such a gentleman so I can pay for you!

Hahaha.

Sorry B for ps-ing you last min!

Next time! (:

I'm a happy girl today!

I'm hungry onomnomnomnom!

posted: 1:03 AM

You know I hate being caught in the middle ):

Sigh.

Best friends destroyed in 3hrs.

Mehmehmehmeh.

Not supposed to harp on it!

Bathe.Read.Sleep!

My tutors are so awesome they moved away my 8am lesson.

Lesson starts at 3 tmr. ;)

Meeting N for lunch at 12. GG O:

Meeting B for dinner at 6.

Waiting and more waiting. SIAN-NESS.

Wait for guy somemore X_X

Nighto!

notgonnaobsessoverbeatingyourscore:P

posted: 11:49 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

I wish the passion for charity would back! ):

posted: 10:34 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Planning to break out the prettiness tmr.

HAHA Joke!

CFM CANNOT WAKE UP LAH ME ):

Doing work na0.

Meh-ness.

Pretense

posted: 6:45 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I'll admit it.
I'm feeling I need someone right now.

Right.
Now its out it still doesn't feel better.
I'm out.
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

posted: 11:27 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

D was so sweet to come pass me cough drops and some Chinese medicine drink at work.

After seeing my fb status. Hahaha.

Thank you so much!

I'm very very touched!

posted: 12:22 AM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I dislike being sick.

I feel like a weakling, a loser.

I'm super powderful, play basketball in tights. WOOT.

Trainwrecked tights too. No money to buy new ones. (Dad says good) (CRY)

Trying to dress down for school.

I totally hate it when people ask me, "Eh you today going out is it?"

Must only dress nice when I'm going out?

Grrrrrrrrr.

Half a week done, successful I guess.

No low cut either. Lolz. Been digging out my old clothes to wear. With stupid tights to cover my stupid sandfly bites. Which look incredibly ugly, now that I've shaved my legs. wtf!

Sidenote, I gave up makeup totally after the first day.

Extra 5 mins of rest is needed. LOLZ.

I'm super superwoman. 2nd day pon already HAHAHA.

Okay, not necessary pon, I was sick k! I wanted to get proper medication too.

Cabbed to sch on 3rd day X_X

Imma start to be a control freak.

It will benefit my life.

Start curbing on spending.

Start exercisingggggggg. Super jealous of Sharon being skinny! HAHAHA.

With that said! Gonna sleep before 1!

(HEARTS)

posted: 12:48 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

tired.

Thank you :3

posted: 11:13 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

It hurts to breathe. ):
Damn my stupid throat.

I hate schoooooooooooooool.
TMD.

Daddy is laughing at me for not buying the shoes that I wanted :/

Meh.

posted: 1:14 AM

My throat is freaking sore.
I feel like drinking lime + salt to cure it.
It works very well ok!

Retail therapy was awesome.
Got a hoodie marked down from $200 to $25.
Awesome or what!

I want more shoes X:
Spent my pay in a day.
Bad bad me.

posted: 5:09 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

boohoo.
I'm feeling super sick ):
Thank god it's after OBS.
If during GG until CMI lah.

I hate my timetable. Super hate it to the max ):
5hr break do what sial?
wth. This sucks man.

posted: 2:48 AM

Monday, October 12, 2009

Off to sleep awake at 6.
Meet Clara at 7 @ Woodlands.
Reach jetty or whatever at 8.
Off to OBS!

I hope I have fun.
Will be tweeting!
Catch me @Christsj
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

XOXO

posted: 12:32 AM

Oh my super girl. 你是我的baby girl.

OBS from 12th - 15th! BYE.

posted: 1:22 AM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO START ):

posted: 3:04 AM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Prease click to enlarge.

LOLOLOLOLOL.
wtf.
._.

posted: 2:17 AM

I didn't know I meant so much to you.

Sorry?

posted: 8:46 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

OMGOMGOMG.

I can't find my sketchbook.

My stupid sister give me super hard costumes for her cosplay.

THERE IS NO PICTURES, OMO I WILL DIE.

One might include PVC. KILL ME NAO.

I think I would concentrate on her costume first :/

Although I started buying for mine alr. Sigh~

Need to order wigs NOW. But no moneh :/

Can't shop for the next 3 months already. And I need a job.

Sigh~

Going out with JJ tmr to get camp stuff.

There's opening for Xsquad means spending again :/

But I can't wth.

Now I need to buy new cloth and find someone who can read Japanese.

And oh, finish up the dumb proposal and send it out.

Find estates for Subway in NYP.

FIND A BLOODY GOOD JOB #@%(^*

FML.

#900

posted: 8:01 PM

I LURVE MY DADDY.

I GOT A NEW PHONE.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

So annoying need to transfer contacts.

Still haven't activate my apps. Yet.

Hope it's easy. WOOT.

posted: 11:09 PM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Found new secret shopping spot.

WHICH IS SO BLOODY AWESOME.

NEW PAYCHECK GOES THERE!

And I need a job ):

posted: 1:40 AM

In the taxi, I had sore eyes. X_X poked my eye wearing contacts. Nails were too long. This pic is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy long ago. I miss my hair. ): I miss my long long hair man. Cut already cannot regret!

Trying to paint my nails.

Turn out super uglyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Can't find my black nail polish :/

Going cheenatown later I think or town. IDK.

Shopping alone again. lolz. me noobx.

Still I'm utterly boreddddddddddd.

Off to watch more dramas!

Any intro me asian dramas?????

posted: 3:22 AM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

$400 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DROP FROM THE SKY.

OMG, VAMPIRE REQUIEM IN RED. OMG. OMG OMG OMG. )))))))))):

TOO BEAUTIFUL. BLACK IS FINE TOO. BUT RED IS SO PRETTY.

posted: 12:00 AM

MY FRINGE LOOKS DAMN FUGLY.

(CRY)

I shouldn't have cut my hair ):

2ne1 love!

posted: 10:38 PM

Monday, October 05, 2009

PS. You can skip this entry LOL. Raving about 2ne1 :D

I am super fan! HAHA :D

Rewatching 2NE1 tv!

2NE1 is a korean girl group. They are sooooooooooooo cool I swear.

CL/Chaerin is 18 and Leader of the group. She's the rapper.

Minzy/Minji is 15 and the Dancer of the group.

Bom/Park Bom is 25(?) and the Main Vocal.

Dara/Sandara is 25(?) and is the Mascot(meaning she's the one representing the group the most and in charge of the jokes and stuff) hahaha, she's so funny.

I like CL-ROO. (INSERTHEARTS)

2ne1 tv is just basically, filming the girls and how they live and practice and stuff. Behind the scenes stuff.

This is prolly my favourite episode. The girls just moved in into their new dorm and they went grocery shopping! Bom in the supermarket is so funny, she just stares at bread (They have a fitness instructor and he monitors their food intake etc and workout) that she can't eat ):

I love CL's fringe in this epi. So cute. Cos her fringe grew out. Thn the tips are blonde. (From part 2/5)

I LOVE THE BLACKJACK SHIRT ;^; Sold out everywhere. wth. Blackjack is the name of their official fanclub! (: So naturally, 2ne1 = 21 = Blackjack.

* 'Ssan' in Korean means cheap, that's why Dara dislikes being called Ssandara, if you listen there is a distinct difference in 'San' and 'Ssan'

* 'Unnie' for girls to address older girls/sister.

** Bom used to study in America

*** 'Aigoo' similar to our 'Aiyo'

*Geum JanDi = Goo Hye Sun = Boys over Flowers = Geum JanDi

**Gummy is another singer in the YG Entertainment company which 2ne1 is signed to.

*** Dara originally stays in the Philippines with her family. She is Korean who migrated out.

P/S: I LOVE DARA'S YELLOW CAP ): WHICH IS SOLD OUT ):

& I like to copy CL's Ah Go Go GO~

*Notice CL wearing BigBang's Hoodie, BigBang are their seniors in the company. They are super close. With Bom featuring in alot of BigBang's MV's as she was recruited the earliest. In another episode I think, BigBang's G-Dragon/Jiyong is also wearing 2ne1's BlackJack hoodie. CL & G-Dragon is reported to be very close. :D

**The extra lady in the house is supposed to be their manager/house mom I think.

2ne1 Debut in Lollipop with Big Bang for the Lollipop LG phone.
P/S: I LOVE T.O.P, DAESUNG AND GD better thn the rest in Big Bang xD in that order.

Addicted to this choreo of BigBang's Last Farewell. Damn cute. This 2ne1's cover.

I love the legos used as accessories. So cool. I personally love their stage style. Esp. CL's.

If I'm not wrong Fire is their debut single as well. Love Minzy's dance skills man. POWER!

Ok enough 2ne1 spam for now :D

One day @ RP

posted: 9:51 PM

My makeup stuffies! Need to get a bigger pouch overflowing alr X_X

Helping YH to put fake lashes, so pretty but forget to take pic of her. -.-

Taking to love, another best friend about her wedding! Wearing nice contactsssss. :D

I bun my hair very nicely! Very cute, like bao. HAHAHAHA. But hair super messy ):

In case you guys forget what I look like! Haha, I very long never post photos already. ^^ But this is with makeup. Without I look very cui X_X I think. Hahaha, but I really don't bother to put makeup to school anyway. And I think my makeup skills suck more and more already cos I everyday at home X_X

That day, went to meet YH & LL , Bestfriends to eat Subway @ RP.

Don't know whether is it by fate or what, we got invited to a food tasting for a new cafe at the RP library. The bosses of the RP subway were there. They look super young though. And one of them gave me their card cos they are interested to open one in NYP. LIKE COOL ONLY. I'm supposed to pass it to the estate people, but I don't know who they are X_X Fingers crossed I get it done soon! (: